Back to Square 1.. No changes made... No improvement.. This kind of life .. Wasted and Wasteful.

Another Piercing through the heart nw... wasted wasted.. as i decided to continue waiting it cost me the piercing so deep in than last time ... Pweee!!!! Sick of it. I don knw Y am i wasting so much time smsing u and loads of things.. I think its just waste of my time and i knw u will agree to it. Go and Find what u wan ... don regret after that. But seriously speaking i lost interest in U already...

I really after serious thoughts i really think that "She" is better than u ... even though i used to hate "her" its already so long since i realised that why and what is de reason i used to hate "her" is so stupid. Biggest regret.... But nvm .. Nw diff case.. Although we MAYBE far apart in Diff Area, Sch, Countries, Course or Life. "SHE" is still better than u i can say ... i can see changes in "Her" since i knw her... "She" changed alot...

I don think u can compare to her... Hahas... Think abt it... Up to U....
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Well I am here wishing you All the best and Get well soon.... She fell down and hurt her arm in Sydney while studying in school.... Jiayous in ur Job search there... and come visit SG again soon... and also come back soon xD... Cya soon... Most probably Holidays... Get in contact... xD.

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For studies wise??? Nth to say I HATE BIO TO THE CORE... IT SUCKS... I believe that i can get to study what i want in the nxt few yrs to come or maybe soon???

Architecture Studies... Here i come .. I DON CARE ABT anything else nw..

I just want to complete Nursing soon... asap 3yrs long way still gt 2yrs and few mths left...
ARHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM gg to Breakdown soon..... I am gg to!!!!!

Nites....

Well for tdy nth much actually... Studying For Bio starting frm Tuesday.. till Monday ... and After that Test.
Mt3Dx with Desmond again at PP wa sian... But Gt own hahas... as in win lah.. nt kena owned.. hahas...

Well I have patience so i am gg to wait sincerely for ur reply hahas.... Sincerely waiting for ur Warm and Happy reply hahas... Its a part of my life as i see that i will be bright fully lighted up my life... Its lyk a Lamp Post leading my way home and out... Its always a guide for me .. So whenever ur replies comes in, i will be most happy cause i gt a lamp post to light up my path of life... hahas.

I really have to find a way to Study Bio which is the Subject i hate most. I need to Get B+ to A for high GPA... University Of New South Wales, University Of Sydney, University Of Technology Sydney and also Harvard University ( Master )



Y this Pic? Wondering? Haha cause I miss this school and its where i made lots of Bros and Friends. Its also where i get to knw u... Hahas. Although its nt long. I really regretted treating u badly at all times mostly. Misses in YuYing... also nt forgeting Sec 1C Playground with Sec 1c 2005 peeps hahas... Woooooo

APEC 2009 BMW....



APEC Celebration @ Labrador Park@Spa

Sunday??

Hmm breakfast with Parents and Uncle+Aunt.. after that headed down to cut hair with Kia.. Satisfied with it and down to Hougang Mall for MT3DX.. after that headed home and to des hse and Off to Leisure Park MT3DX again wa sianz... addicted again? Nope its for leisure wise nia.. so after playing have Pasta Mania and off to Raffles Hotel with Des.. as he accompany me..

Upon reaching Raffles Hotel my uncle drove me to Hyatt Hotel to deliever clothes.. On the way Jam cause of the APEC BMWs moving off to The Istana.. and also while at the Hotel alot of police lols Hais APEC sia.... so after passing the shirt, move off and saw ambassy of some country car move infront and a APEC car...

After all, Dinner @ Republic of Singapore Yacht Club and chatted with cousins there so fun and cooling ... and off home .. to check emails, do project and all...

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Absence makes the heart grow fonder but to me its nt absence its "missing" as in i cant get to see u face to face as its impossible nw.. I feel lyk regretting don knw the reason yet but still.. We will still get in contact so don worry so much for me.. Just hope that it will get us closer and closer although its far away... Hahas...

Hmmm... Abt Fri. Sch as Usual... Dint sleep in lecture tdy because was busy talking to Daniel Haha.. Was Joking all de way in lecture.. So after school rushed home and off to Sarah Daniel's BBQ hahas.. stayed there for an hr b4 cabing down to Pasir Ris for another BBQ by My class.. hahas... also same same stayed for awhile and rushed to E Hub and eat with kia and Ian .. after that Off to Max Tune 3Dx again hahas.. Desmond playing in Genting while we play in E Hub hahas.. well done...

After playing off to SA again at home with Kia hahas... Boring day tdy ... ALL NOOBS... GEt it ?? NOOBS...
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Really Tired Really Tired.... I am Happy Again tdy.. Hw i wish i can have this feeling everyday? Hmmm nvm 2 times a wk is enough i hope ahhas... wondering so much nwadays .. dint knw hw am i suppose to bare through this 3yrs when i cant even get into studying what i really HATE.. Which is BIO.... Shyt lah.. I want to Study Physics.. DNT and more... Hate it..

What is wrng ? I do care, miss, hope.. u knw what i mean.. hahas.. Whatever it is, u will always hav my moral support, I will always be there to help u when u need help although i cant be there for u physically as it way too impossible.. Take care...

Let me talk abt Wed.. Hahas.. So Glad that all O's lvl takers has completed their O's but still sad for the day last yr hahas.. whatever...

So after school went back home and rest ... after that Desmond came and we went to eat Lunch after that Cab back to his hse and rest at his hse while he bath.. Cab down to Tp and fetch Kia to tampanies mall.. hahas.. after that wahahahahahaha....

MT3 Dx and owned .. wa seh gt a guy bang us den we bang back almost wan fight with us.. sianz sore loser... Had a great day with Kia and Des tdy.. Hmmm soon soon again...

Bon Voyage Desmond .. have a save journey overseas.. Rmb my Glow In de Dark ... hahas.. anything also can hahas.. Thx Dude.. Hahas..

Well Well Well....



Seriously kinda hate what i am doing nw.. I am lost of words and i don knw hw to express my feelings ... I am kinda sick of studying what i am studying nw although its really benificial for me .. I don knw .. I really wan become an Architect... Thats My dream always.. I wan to study that .. But YYYYYYYYYY???? Suddenly Cash flow problems ... Arhhhhh... BANK LOAN LAh i don care whatever it is ... I am gg study what i wan to ...

Received Air Mail frm UNSW.. University Of New South Wales..
Frm FBE which is Faculty Of Built Enviroment.
Architecture .....

Its an international Study Guide.. Abt what i should knw and prepare for it...
The cost for Architecture is ard 76K AUD which is 97.8k SGD
WAo... Nt including the Living Expenses man... Wao... If wan calculate i need a base of
200k SGD to survie the 4yrs there... At lease... Kns where my money go to??? Arhhh Lend ppl lah lend somemore... in de end nvr return yet ...

So 200k for completing Architecture.. Bank loan and so ... live there for 5yrs at lease den come back for NS?... Or NS den go?? Aiya shyt my life... nvm i am aiming for it anyway... Its gg be what i am doing in de future Yrs.. Designing Condos, Buildings ard the world .. most importantly for Singapore My country....

Nw i am gg save up money for what i am gg for... 200k base... starting frm
$20.. 2 days aprox.
$200... 10 days aprox
$2000... 100days aprox
$20,000... 3yrs Aprox
$200,000.... This is it... After Poly aprox...

There goes... My plan ...

This is de post that hw Kia, Ian Leong came into my Clique .. omg .. hahas.. sounds weird but i am gg talk abt this 2 first ...

Knew Kia in Sec 3 when tuitioning in Hougang Sec.. Hmm since then we nvr chat alot cause its diff topic as i don talk abt cars at that time.. so soon.. time flies its Sec 4... Well i also nvr really talk to him hahas... weird ...

Well until the end of O's after so long.... Its ard de end of Nov.. when i Msned Kia talking abt MaximumTune 3 card he hav.. hahas so decided to lend it frm him and we meet up the nxt day after the talk .. and we chatted and play @ SuperBowl. Thats when the 2 of us really meet up and have a gd chat and playing time..

Soon i introduce Desmond to him and we 3 become so close because of MaxTune 3 hahas... so yeah after that was to Ian and wao we 4 use to cycle all round hahas....

Soon because of a It fair and it becomes the day when 2 Ians meet up without knwing they are Ians hahas.. a nice plan with kia and we made up this idea... so the last time we had our 5 ppl meeting is @ Seoul Garden Marina .. Hahas... we had our Dinner there... So cool... WIll continue some other times....


Nites all

Alrights... Sat a Short day actually ... Arghhhh i need to study real soon .... Cant Be behind all my friends i need to study......

Ok so Tdy hmm woke and and off to des hse den down to Leisure Park .. So long nvr been there le .. i miss de period when its after O's as we used to be there playing arcade and eat .. Waooo.. missing times.. Cycling woooo....

So yeah tdy catch Michael Jackson This Is It Movie with Des and His Mum... Wao ... Cool show.. I love it.. don knw Y but yeah...

After that heaeded down to PP and eat MOS again hahas.. Soon after that rushed off to Raffles Hotel and Dinner time ... Time so Short hahas...


Alot of memories came back when i stepped into Leisure Park omg.... Back to 2008 Nov again .. Hais de after O's Period again .. Wish tat time was a meaningful one.. Kia joined us after so long i knew him ever since sec 3... So long and nvr contact... Aiya in my nxt post den say abt it...

In sch tdy... In lecture hall a so cute Balloon structure of a Mickey Mouse Float away to the top of Lecture Hall ahhas... Lols everyone in Bio Lecture was Distracted by it hahas.. lols

Hmm.. Tdy After sch... Bought Razer Lycosa For Kia.. Cool sia... After that headed down to His hse to fix de keyboard... rushed off to my hse and den off to des hse.. Cycled all de way to Parkway Parade and Arcade awhile den off to ECP to cycle.. bought Carls Jr and rush off to Katong Shopping Center and SA with KIa, Des and Jonathan Khoo... So cool... Happy Happy can still own after so many Wks nt playing it ... hahas


Hmm.. Still wondering ard yet.. Wondered is it worth it to Pay for what i am nt suppose to actually... Its just a $11 so yeah nth much lah don wan pursue de matter but still .. I think i always get Rip off.. Or Cheated Off? Aiya whatever lols... So Random .. ahahs....


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I am willingly to do anything for u, Will u be able to do the same for me?
What i am looking for is Sincerity and Trust .... Do u have what it takes to be mine?

So what abt nw? Well I nt sure i am still waiting cause if i am really gg over to study will miss SG and friends... Mentor urge me to stay in this 3yrs and get over it. Uni in Overseas after that ... Well I really have alot things to share with u still.. but yet don get the chance to. Is it so diff.. Trying is de first step to success... I am tired really Tired...

Time Flies.. nw its 2nd sem 3rd wk... WAoooo.. quite sad har..

Tdy is another boring day in sch with friends and so... nth much.. Bored..



Wish u are mine no matter hw far apart, be it frm Hougang to Woodlands or Singapore to Australia or Earth to Moon, ur image nvr fails to leave my sight no matter hw hard i try to avoid it.. I cant let it off..

So tired and restless.. I really cant stand it anymore.. I am feeling that i am being forced to do what i dont want to.. I hav no freedom. I want to do what i want to be.. I am who i am no one can change this fact.

Fish Nursing ... Although its a damn gd course, the lecturers few of them really can PMO ( Piss Me Off ) I am getting really pissed off.. . I cant wait so eagerly to get into 1 Architecture course... Life suk and Pissed.. Hais.. I don lyk Bio for sake ... I love Sociology, Psychology, Jap, Korean.... Etc.. But i hate Bio... I excel in Physics AAAAAAAAAAA all de way... BIo DDDDDDDDDD all de way Freaking stupid in Bio...

Basic For Nursing is BIO BIO BIO... What de hell.. U need skills nt Bio....

Basic For Architecture is Physics and D&T .... I hav both.. What else?? I wan to excel in that... nw its so cool in Designing flats for Residence... For example... Reflections @ Keppel Bay, The sails @ Marina... Waooo.. Dreams Big ...

There it is .. My plans .. Y do i plan? Cause if u Fail to plan, U plan to fail... So i am planning to succeed. I am aiming for it....

Diploma: Nursing or Architecture or Both.
Degree: Architecture Design ( Australia or NUS )
Masters: Architecture ( HarVard University )
P.HD: -.- Think after Masters... LOLS too high for that....

I am done finally off to presentation work... KNS last min sia .. WTH.

*M18* Violence and Vulgar....

So sorry that i have to say all these here ... I hate ppl insulting my friends no matter who... Knn ... Fkers sia.. Knw ur position b4 commenting on ppl.. Bitch.. Nb waste my time saying all these but still hav to let those bitch knw.. Think insulting is fun?? U think if ppl insult u ppl BITCHES.. Study so well so what? No personality de... Think u all vry chio arh vry nice ppl arh ... knw u well le ppl will cfm knw u don really fits to be 1... come on .. -_-, -.-
Even if its losing you guys forever will also be worth it cause there are better friends out there... What are friends for... knn... friends are there to help u no matter what ... even if ur friend is so busy they will find time to help out... If u fail to do so ... don think of being friends... think carefully....

Bitch u btr rmb de days hw i treat u man... u think twice... Without my help u will be even done for.... U can say u don need my help but still u gt my helped once and once again ... ass hole ... BITCH ...

Phewww.... i don wan say anymore... Freaking waste time ..

Its gg 4am and i am still continuing to study my BIO nth goes into brain already Yawns**
Sleepy Sleepy... x=


Well Well Well... Thank God u made de decision mths ago Just because of a vry gd friend... Well Well Well its ur choice... u made de decision ... No NAMES mentioned Here in my blog... Wahahaha..
Think so highly of urself? Nah u are just a piece of Junk... Serious to tell u cause all ppl tat interact with u b4 and knw u well will knw that ur attitude Suks... Warned u b4 but u heed no advice... Nw regret too late. Ur close friends will probably say no... "U" are den Junk she is gd ... cause they are ur friends .. but if they fall out on u, They will probably say that...
Even if i hate my 5 yrs friend so much, he is still my friend.. U dare say him, Kajiao him, U will nvr get gd life in that FKing big sch... cause u nvr knw who is with u or studying in same sch with u... Wondering Y am i typing so much !@#$%^&*() in here @ this hr...
Yawns** Sleep le tmr den continue...
WAke up BITCH....



If this keeps on gg no peace for me even if i am gg overseas... PMO.
Quarrel and Quarrel is all u think off?
Desmond Poh its nt i wan say him sia i friends with u 5yrs liao still de same i am damn dissapointed.. Desmond i hope u see this serious..

Ok whatever i don wan comment also but some ppl do so KPO arh nt HER problem go comment so much.. Nvm whatever.. Don wish to say somemore..
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Well on Wed passed Present over to Alicia @ Compass Pt.. hahas.. well after that headed to Des hse to teach him Physics and i did revise on my Bio.. Well gg to chiong hard to get into Architecture already no doubts... After that went home...

Thurs Meet up with Ian and Kia @ Tp hahas.. after that went to T1 and Tm to MT3 Dx.. hahas.. after that headed home as usual.. Noobs lose to still put money .. hais .. Well done Kia haha..

So Tdy is my happiest day ever.. wahahha MT3 Dx until siao with Kia hahas... den eat le den MT again omg... Arcade Fever back arh?? Hahas... so nw at home Bio Bio Bio Bio ahhas...

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Wa PMO always ... keep quarreling lah come on.. Hate it Hate it?? Y cannot grow up?? Wan quarrel until brk friendship den happi issit??? KNS GO reflect lah u guys... Wa liao... Brk my happi mood for de day ...

Desmond U go reflect and giv me a reflective Journal until i am happy with it... If nt don talk to me again... After this quarrel u are gg regret i tell u... U wan maintain this Friendship?? Den u think abt it... I am tired of this ever since 5 mths ago de incident... Non-Grown Ups... Still giving kids temper... Sick of It Sick...

I have been lagging for days already... in a few more hrs time i am gg to take O's lvl Eng hahas.. I need a pass for my eng if nt i go overseas have to take up eng lesson which is OMG!!
LOls

So Yeah have been checking up quite a few schs and send email to them already 2 schools will be getting back to give me details. SO i will be waiting for them.
If nt i will continue Nursing until I go NS den say le...

Hais so Tmr den continue so i am off to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............

I have been thinking all these while what i want in life... I talked to Mr. Kendrick my Director abt it... Hmmm well I knw for nw is to get the diploma for Nursing first after that den decide.

I am gg sit down somewhere quiet in my hse and think abt it.. I plan to Go University Of Sydney If i most probably wan take Degree in Nursing if nt try out Design course or Architec course.. well its does nt matter to me nw as i need to go NS first.

Well I really need someone to Giv me this focus and cheering me up.. I do need ur help.. xD So my plan for nw is....

2009 - Yr 1 Nursing
2010 - Yr 2 Nursing
2011 - Yr 3 Nursing
2012 - *Diploma In Nursing or w/ merit*
2012 - NS Yr 1
2013 - NS Yr 2
2014 - Completed NS
2014 - Yr 1 University Of Sydney ( Degree In Nursing/ Architecture )
2015 - Yr 2 University Of Sydney ( Degree In Nursing/ Architecture )
2016 - Yr 3 University Of Sydney ( Degree In Architecture )
2017 - WORKING !!!!

So i have plan my 8 yrs down de road i wanna make it a success... My Cert in my plans goes as follows...

PSLE - 2004
O's Lvl - 2008
Diploma - 2012
Degree - 2015 - 2016
Masters - 2017 - 2019
P.H.D ( Optional )

Nw its gg 10yrs down de road ... Will i make it possible? I hope so ... Aiming to It

Hmm.. Tdy after sch went home to bath and after that headed down to TP to look for Kia... Hahas. So yeah meet up and hav dinner tgt after that MT3 DX wahhahaha... hmmm few rounds nia den go off... Hahas... no mood to post though hahas...

Its ok i knw u r busy.. I am leaving a Space for u to breath u knw? Hahas... no matter what its my plan .. i am gg according to it. Trust me u will get it one day most probably.. haha. If u gave me de chance i promise that i will treasure it and last.. I knw its quite diff but I hope to .. but nw lets remain as Best Friends haha...

Well a Random post after sch reopen Hahas.. Love sch really but don feel lyk studying in sch ahha...
I am bored because I don see much of friends nw. I saw some but nt those i am close to so yeah hahas... There's really alot of unhappiness i wanted to throw out. But i don knw hw to.. I am used to keeping all this inside my heart.

Whatever it is I am still sad ... I always wanted to do sth Unique and Special no matter what is it abt ... either.. Friendship, Relationship, Studies Etc..

Studies seems 2.5 Yrs apart frm me to Graduate.... I Hav plans after NS already hais .. Its kind of tough but its true.. University Of Sydney either Masters in Nursing or Other..

Friendship seems strong for me and I am glad that i have all of u as my friends. No matter hw much i hate u, u are still my friend. Friends are for us to treasure nt pets that u keep and kik it away when u don ned them.

Relationship seems 6000km away and i am thinking if i am gg for it. It seems diff but if both parties are willingly to Y nt? Its really unique n Special. Lets get back on track i knw i used to hate u but its diff nw. We r still friends anyway xD.

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Hmm I always tend to greet u when i see u even if u nvr see me. But u nvr take de initiative to greet me when u see me? What does it mean? I am nt important? Whatever... I am nt gg to think too much ... Let it go Let it go Let it go.

Sun 18/10/09

Marks de last day of my holiday so i am posting fast and sleeping soon.

So Yepps meet up with Kia and Ian and headed to Ikea Tamp. we walk ard Giant first and den to Ikea and lastly to Courts hahas... after that we headed to Tamp 1 and walk ard den play arcade... after that Kia needs to go.. hais tdy quite rush so tmr more .. info ahhas...

So me and Ian walk back to Pasir ris frm Tamp. We took shortcut so quite fast. we settle down at a so called restaurant and drink and there's Kbox hahas.. den gt songs and so we sat down there listen hahas... after that walk to pasir ris mrt to take bus home...

Btw i bought another SeaGate Harddisc and a dock station for it ... well i am broke lols .. must save back the money already hahas... lols ...


I want to Try LDR... hahas.. Long Distance Relationship haha...